Michelle D Koonce (1972-2008) *35

I miss you so much my love. I think about you all the time and miss you every second of everyday. I wish so much you were here. Sometimes life is not fair at all and to have such a beautiful angel (YOU) to be called away so soon in life. I have a song here for you that describes how you are and how you make me feel all the time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkCLBj7nKPY

You are so special in that way. You always made me smile. I actually cry more now than smile ever since that tragic day. I love you so much and miss you so much. Here is another song that is perfect for us and how we knew we were meant to be together www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQLdUmQ09GU

you are the only one I want to go through time with I love you so much. I also like this song too because you saved me in so many ways and I know a bunch of people loved you but I loved you the most and I know you loved me the most because we have talked about it. www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJFurFRvs8A

I know we had a lot of winding roads and you are the love of my life and you saved me and now I am lost again and broken inside. Your love is the greatest gift in the world and to have your love is priceless. I know the fire in your heart never died. There is so much I wish I could say to you now. You are my wonder wall. We had our day planed and we were looking forward to it and we were so happy and then everything was shattered on April 27 2008. Here is another song too. I wish I had pictures of you and I would make a video with this song with all your pictures www.youtube.com/watch?v=96YQdiMV-Jc

I know our love will never die even with you far away because I know you are in my heart to stay. I love you so much you are such an amazing and great woman. Actually you are the greatest and most amazing woman in the world. I like this song too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKYGZxPF0yA

here is another and I wish you were here so much

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltRMLAQoepA

The only thing that would make me happy is being with you. There are some cool pictures in the video that I wish we could see together. I love and miss you so much you are the greatest. You completed me and made me whole. YOU were the best part of me. YOU made me, me and YOU made me so happy and so proud. YOU are my soul mate. We talked about it and we both knew we were soul mates and we were meant to be together. I love you so much and I miss you so so much. Here are two more songs and yes to me it feels like the world has grown so cold now that you have gone away. www.youtube.com/watch?v=2d3AqlKfXbE

and this other song I remember exactly when

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zzyfcys1aLM

and I did lose my only friend and yes I am so alone and I feel just like somebody else, man I ain't changed but I know I ain't the same but somewhere here in between this city was a dying dream I think her death it must be killing me. Those are lyrics from that song and it kind of hits home for me. Her death changed my life forever. She was so amazing and great she had a smile that could light up the world and when she laughed the world laughed. She was so smart,funny,loving,caring,kind, and all around the greatest person I know. I love and miss her so much. All the times we spent together were great. Just being next to her was great. Someone said Death leaves a heartache that no one can heal and love leaves a memory that no one can steal. I don't know who said it but it is so true and the person who said time heals all wounds was wrong. Between losing Michelle and my 6 year old daughter I am shattered inside. I would give everything I have to have both of them back. I love and miss them both so much.

Happy birthday michelle my love!!! i love and miss you so much. i have only one birthday wish and that is i wish you were here so much. if anyone should be here it should be you. you are such an amazing and great woman. you are so nice sweet kind caring loving funny all around awesome. you are everything that is great and amazing in this world. i am sorry that i still cry but to have your love is the greatest gift in the world and to see you smile and hear you laugh was the greatest. i miss you so much and i love you so much more. my love for you will always remain strong. we are soul mates and like you said we are meant to be together. i wish you were here right now not only because i miss and love you so much but i would really like you to hear this song because it describes you perfect and reminds me of us.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rExJ6j5OeCo

Here is another song that I was sending you for your birthday when I was coming to pick you up and I know we both knew it and we both kept the secret from the day we first met and how we made our secret plans and sealed it with a kiss. The greatest kiss ever. Every time we kissed was the greatest kiss ever. I love you with all my heart and soul.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVQU6xH96k8

I also had this song on the CD for you too and it is perfect and my love for you will never die you might not be next to me but you are in my heart always I love you so much. I wish I had pictures of you and I would make the video with all your pictures.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96YQdiMV-Jc

I have to include this song it was also on the CD I made for you for your birthday in 2008 I was going to send you and I know you are true and our love is true and it is how I feel about you and that is true love and you filled my heart with the greatest feeling of love ever and I will always love you forever and eternity

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCW9Hey6IVY

I miss you so much and I miss every moment we spent together even if we were just sitting next to each other talking holding hands hugging or even staring at each other across the room just knowing we were together was the greatest my love. Plus all the special times we spent together when it was just you and me going for walks out for lunch or dinner going to the fair or simply running to the store together and just being with you.

Happy birthday my love i love and miss you so much and i think of you always. until we meet again i love you forever and always happy birthday my sweet precious angel

Michelle was beautiful, funny, kind, caring, and loving. her smile and laugh would light the world up. she was so full of energy and she truly loved her kids. her kids were number one. to know her is to love her. i miss her everyday. the world is not the same with her gone. she died in 2008 and to this day i still cry everyday with the loss of her. we were in love with each other but we kept it a secret until the time was right to tell the world. it hurts so much that she is gone and i have never been the same when she died. the day she died is the same day a big part of me died as well. her and i had a plan and our plans were cut short due to her young life cut short. i know there is a great angel in heaven now and her name is michelle. i love you michelle with all my heart and soul. i always have and i always will and i know you felt the same because we would talk about it all the time. you were truly unique one of a kind. you were the greatest and most amazing woman i knew and i will never forget the day we met and how we felt for each other and our conversation that day and the plans we made. i miss you so much and all the talks we had and special moments we shared. i miss everything about you and everything we shared. i love you and i miss you so much. i cherish all the times we spent together. if i had 500 billion dollars i would give it all away to be able to go back in time one day and you me and the kids would all be together to this day just like we planned, happy and having great times. i love you so much and i miss you so much. the world and myself is not the same with you gone. you were my world my love my everything. i guess i let our secret out and just told the world. i am sorry it was not sooner. i know we talked on the phone march 2008 and confirmed our plans and made the date to tell the world and then it all changed april 27 2008 when the world we knew changed forever. you might be far away but in my heart you are here to stay. i love you so much. you are the greatest and most amazing woman in the world and you will be truly missed and loved always. with your loss my heart is shattered into a million pieces and damaged beyond repair but in those million pieces you are in every one and that gives me comfort and helps me. it is like saying and feeling i love you a million times a day. you were and are my biggest inspiration and always will be. everything i do i do for you. i love you with all my heart and soul and miss you so very very much. until we meet again (only god knows that) and are plans will finally come true and we will be a match made in heaven. i love you.